Tales I got to SPILL

Right now, I sit here with my laptop wide open, all the keys awaiting their turns to be pressed, to set them into each other's the company so that they can form words to constitute the sentence I want to frame, but for all that I need to know what I have got to pen down. It's not that the events failed to turn up in my life or the sad story of monotony that is driving me into this question. The dilemma of what to ooze out of the piled up stock of things that had found its way to me is making me all stranded. There were many times I felt like I wanted to sit back and scribble them out. I did fear them outgrowing time and vanishing away into the dusty corners of my memory where at times, I take a silent stroll only to discover they were always there but never echoed their presence. Perhaps it may be because they knew there will be a time when I would long for their company and retrace them back. 

It has been ages since I made a post in my old blog, the one which I had started when I was in school. Not that the blog visits were rare, but most of the write-ups failed to get their completed forms and remained in draft. Then arose the conundrum of whether to end their prison age and let them free or to leave them in shackles for now and to give birth to the new. I was in that muddle for long, and eventually, there was tight suffocation taking root in me. I felt guilty for never letting them feel the light, and that is when I persuaded myself into typing out the words barging in my head for so long !! The moment I was all set to unleash them, they got evanesced! 

Now all I have is their traces  !! Traces of so many years, yearning to find their rightful place and to be set free!! 

So, this blog is actually a dusting away of days I failed to keep track of and the years that changed me into the present one! Apart from the facts that, five long years of studying architecture did take a toll on my sanity, the love of my life made me attach a 'Mrs' tag to my name and the proud scars of surviving twenty-four years on this planet, rest of things are all the more the same. :D I still love to get drenched in the downpour, Escape out to destinations unknown, hide me under the book cover & get lost in the words that swirl around, to roam around in those comfortable oversized nightclothes, to gobble all the things that have 'chocolate' printed on them...Maybe we will never outgrow that child in us :). Also, I did have my fair part of hurdles and exhilaration as I plodded on to so-called adulthood!

There is so much to share!!

The world seems to have hues which I had failed to fathom then. Embracing womanhood, exploring the new vibes, deciphering the undertones, wandering off into destinations unexplored and balancing career are the varied paths I  am trying to merge & this is the new road I am traversing now. 

In that long lane outstretched before me, I am on the run with all events spreading their hues in the journey. Sometimes they make me laugh, at times I cry my eyes out, certain instances leave me with a feeling unexplainable, but still, I know I love all those hues showering on me...Here I am going to reveal their shades, now onwards they shall see the light...yes! Their stay in the dungeons of my heart is finally over.....